I researched OCD and found out about OCPD: obsessive
compulsive personality disorder. According to beyondocd.org,
“OCPD is a personality disorder, whereas OCD is not…. OCPD
involves a preoccupation with orderliness, perfectionism and control in
virtually every part of an individual’s life…. Individuals with OCPD like the
world the way they shape it. By contrast, people with OCD don’t like what’s
happening to them and are overwhelmed by the thoughts and fears that invade
their minds.”
When we were little, my sister and I would play in the
basement where our father’s workbench was. His workbench had a pegboard behind
it where all his tools were hung. He would tell us, “you can play with any of
these tools as long as you put it back where you found it.” It made sense and
we were careful to replace the tools we played with.
But when you put it together with other things, like the
attention to car oil changes, tracking the type of gas bought in order to mix
mid-grade and premium gas in the car’s gas tank, grandiose comments in Sunday
school, criticizing fellow church-goers, grass cutting, over-reacting to spilling
milk at the table, wiping up the floor with a paper towel, etc. a pattern
emerges.
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